You can ignore this if you want- just getting some things off my chest. Doing something i've... never done publicly on a status update/journal. I think. Anyway- Im venting.
Again- you can ignore. 

So- if anyone has noticed, i've been really quiet lately, at least, i believe so. Like, been taking a while to reply to comments or even do things. Not commenting on stuff like usual nor showing up in the PKMN-Adventures chat lately and if so not for very long. I've been here, im on. I see the comments and see the chat go and I just... Feel stressed when I see it? And commenting on people's lovely work has been a bit stressful too?

I honestly can't say why, other than I have been feeling very down lately. I've... gotten too much time to think about myself and my life, I think. And some things that happened not too too long ago have been.. haunting my mind. Just- been thinking about myself and my body and who i am, and honestly the thoughts haven't been the most positive to say the least. Plus i've been getting really annoyed at the littlest of things. Im usual okay with myself and my drawings/body/life/ect. but, lately I've hit a pit. And all I can think about is, myself. And, how much I hate myself. 

I honestly hit a really low point in mental and emotional stability for some reason. I mean, well, i know where it started but i never expected it to get this bad. I have zero self confidence in myself and who I am, and i get angry/cry at the drop of a hat.

Im going to go ahead and apologize again, because HAH- im being all sad and depressing. I mean, if anyone decided to read this that is. Just- im overall doing okay, just been feeling really weird and what not. Especially when im alone like I am right now. I just- start thinking and thinking and doing nothing. Staring. 

ANYWAY- cheerios everyone. Im going to try and go back to being myself like I always do. I can fix this on my own, so. Just bare with me and my... absence so to say.