So, it kind of sucks that as soon as I get off hiatus, I have a totally unplanned Hiatus pop right back up. Fun huh?
So, the story about it is, today, I was just on my computer, like normal. a few minutes later, it stops working and goes all wacko on me... I got scare and turned it off ASAP. Which I don't know if that was a bad thing or not, I would say no considering they wanted to fine me for the virus.
Ok so, I turned it back on, praying it would go back to normal, eh, it did. for a minute in a half. And then it screws up again, but not as bad as the first time. I automatically get my brand new hard drive out and backup all my art and paint tool sai along with a few other things that I really wanted to keep. So its all good and dandy for nothing important being lost. well. what really sucks is, I don't have the installation CD for the computer, which means I cant restart and complete clear out my computer back to factory settings and stuff. Otherwise known as, Im screwed.
I am literally freaking out and I am sooooo pissed right now, Sorry for the foul language, but thats just how mad I am. I am freaking out because I have a application redo that's due in about a week or so (Sept. 8th) and I have absolutely no way to do it. My computer wont even open up a picture, let alone paint tool sai or the browser. AND not to mention that Xaviers finals for his group, im freaking out so bad. im scared, really scared. I really wanted to do them this weekend but I have no freaking way to do them and I am so depressed and mad and omg im sorry for the rant. but that's just how mad I am.
this is ridiculous, I was so hyped up for this weekend because it was a three day weekend! I was soooo happy and now... I just... I cant anymore. my computer is part of my life because it holds my art and my friends on deviantart and the groups I enjoy so much and I just... im about to cry. I went on a rant to my boyfriend, and im just, I have no words anymore.... I cant think... how am I supposed to focus on school tomorrow when I cant even think of a single thing right now.
Im so sorry to the people im RPing with and talking to on here, But I cant even get on to check my messages because it will just remind me of how much I want to draw and post things for my groups but cant.... I have to get a hold of my groups again... talk to jade, and stuff... ugh, fml